each day can be controlled without changing ... but I'm still me .. too late that there are many problems in my life ... sometimes I can not control it ... I'm just a poor man on earth is temporary .. . however, I tried to solve this problem myself rolling with perseverance ... the problem is increased when people talk about the bad things about people I love ... most people do not always know what I want, my feelings .... but however I still love her until the end of life ...